+12:17 AM]*
I'm sorry...
No matter what happens...these memories will always be kept in my heart...
+10:03 PM]*
Would like to say a very BIG THANK U to my group members for making the last two insanely heavy presentation a big success. Great team work! I was pretty worried initally, as all of us has really different working styles but we managed to pull it off and made an impact! Even Ms Kamala who's known for being one of the most difficult lecturers to please left us this comment.
"NYP's SHS lecturers all know that i am not the easiest person to please, and they know when i say a student is good, they usually get distinction or A. So now i say to your group, your presentation was very well done. You should know where your grades stand now"
On that day she seem like she got out of the wrong side of her bed, totally in a bad mood. At first we thought we kinda screwed this presentation up but the moment she gave her comments, Ying Bing nearly teared and i couldn't hold back and kinda high 5 my group members! As for Ms Pauline's presentation, we were glad that she didn't have much to say as we all know nothing good comes out of her. So keeping her peace is a blessing indeed.
(Just before presentation...stonning)
(Making some final changes)
(Candid shot! *she's so gonna hit me when she sees this)
(Doing some rehersals)
( The end...*yawns* we all need to clear our sleep debts)
+9:58 PM]*
I remembered when i was younger, i had to find out bout this on my own. *yes, it includes stumbling upon pornographic sites if you all are wondering* but hey, how many parents would actually sit down and say "Son/Daughter, lets talk bout sex" (not in the dirty way mind you!) If there were any parents who did that, I salute you man/woman!!!
Well our lecturer was teaching us what is sexuality to us in the healthcare line. And here's a definition that i personally think that it's very good.
+4:16 AM]*
Haha well would love to get you a cake but i guess we just got to make do with this one yea? Haha when u are back in HK, would get you a cake then =)
Was reading a friend's blog when i came across this story. Interesting
+1:52 AM]*
(My miracle syrup)
This week wasn't as bad as the last one cause our presentations are more or less covered well. And after consulting the lecturers and confirmed that we are on the right track, managed to heave a sigh of relief. (this is a popular phrase in primary level composition) Passed my first skill assessment test, wasn't too difficult. Half the time i was there trying to help Maiya as we were assessed in pairs. Both of us managed to ballot the question we wanted so things were smooth sailing.
(Professional bloodsuckers)
Was out pubbing with my close friends, was at the Balcony. Really nice place though the drinks are tad bit expensive. We ordered Sex on the Beach (it's a drink if you are thinking otherwise) shots and all of us felt kinda cheated because it tasted like some fruit punch in a shooter glass...
Our reaction : (-_-)
We all ordered a second drink and started to pass our drinks around so all of us could have a taste of the different concoctions. I got the Boston beach party which had a odd after taste...some said cough syrup and another said caffine. For me = Unable to identify. Had a great night of laughter and jokes. *sigh* got my "fortunate red letter" from our dearest MINDEF...*yikes* was so demoralised when i say that freaking fugly word. Most of my friends are getting out of the army and now i am going in. Sucks...they have to rub it in and say, "oh what's army man, i couldn't recall"...how i wish i could just put my hands around their necks and it's not going to be in a very good way.
Have not been rollerblading for ages, finally joined up with Clement, Huimin and Jieying to East Coast Park to rollerblade. It was great fun, we all carried our bags hoping there would be lockers available for us. And to our horror, there was only one left...once again reaction = (-_-) Anyways we spent quite a while with our blades ON trying to squeeze all the bags into the pathetically small locker. Ultimately we had to make a sacrifice, and Jie Ying had to carry her bag along to blade.
(Stylo blades!)
Well i really miss blading and kinda came to a conclusion that i would try my best to make blading an weekly affair. Nice sport and great company, what more could i ask for =)
(Had a great time, thanks guys)
+12:57 AM]*
After many days of late nights and terrible sleep. My immune system finally gave way and succumbed to the flu bug. Been thinking a lot about project, so much to read especially on the pathophysiology for heat disorders. Thank goodness i have a friend to guide me through. *thanks Kevin!* Each time when i am just lying on my bed trying to sleep, images of the notes and pathophysiology keeps ringing in the little skull of mine. *yikes i am going insane* but also thanks to *strawberry bing* for helping me out to catch some minor details that i missed out. *sniff* arrrghh damn this stupid blocked nose. Well now i am down with one and two more projects to go.
Oncology: 30% done
Emergency: 85% done
Mental health: 95% done
(Wow thats really good progress)
Ok some may be wondering if i actually went for the race or not. Well i didnt. Been thinking and praying a lot about it and well i guess i got my answer = The flu bug. I feel ill the day before the race. Anyways it's all over, i don't consider myself a part of them anymore neither do they see me as one of them. Recently one of them asked me why did i outcast them, and i really wonder which way did it begin with. They still have the cheek to ask me this! Utterly disappointed, i won't be surprised if there is any bad word about me spreading around now. *Sigh...focus focus* got to work toward what i planned, tough but i'm on it.
+11:28 PM]*
Final Year Project = Done
Oncology presentation = Working on it
Critical care presentation = Working on it
Mental Health presentation = Working on it
These presentation weighs quite heavily. Almost everyday after school would be project meetings. I just don't understand why can't Final Year Project not be given co-currently with the other projects. We are seriously over-burnt. Have not been attending training recently due to my tight schedule and partially because i just don't feel like i belong in there. In the past i have been giving so much for the team and all the contributions were for naught.
IVP is just next week. I have not trained for close to 2 months. What's the point in running for a team that never regarded you as a teammate. It's only when there's a need for me, i would be called upon. Whenever my use expires, i would be cast aside. Besides, i am just going to go to the meet and lose. Maybe this is really the time to say "i quit". From this day on, i wash my hands clean off them. I would just concentrate on my final year and work towards the goal that i set.
A very big thank you to Students Union for long service award during the comissioning. A very nice gift indeed, wishing the new exco all the best in their future endeavors. Many thanks to my friends who were there to hear me out and lift me up during these few days when i was really blue.
+10:47 AM]*
Recently i realised the many things i have been doing for some people. I am not going to mention names as they should know who they are. At first i thought they were genuine and sincere, i regarded them as very close friends. I gave them my all, always on the look out and stand by for them. I try so hard to be in their clinque. I guess no one would ever remember me. Just another face that exsist somewhere.
Never appreciated, never noticed. I worked hard just to gain that little bit of recognition which i was never given. I'm getting really sick of this, and at times i thought to myself, "why do i even bother?"